Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Less than hot

Hey ya’ll.

I’m not quite feeling my best these days, so this may be short and to the point. 

For Breakfast today I had a serving of Cinnamon Barbara’s Bakery Puffins with some unsweetened vanilla almond breeze and rather than have cream in my coffee this morning I had some more almond breeze.  The whole shebang was a total of only 142 calories: BIMG_1808 BIMG_1810 BIMG_1811I do enjoy these cinnamon puffins because they remind me so much of cinnamon toast crunch which I always LOVED.  But this breakfast’s overall  lacking in the calorie department was proportional to its staying power because I was hungry easily by 9:00!  So I had some seedless green grapes and a Cracker Barrel light medium chedder portion to tide me over until lunch time for a total of about 170 calories:

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Lunch was something totally unconventional.  It was a mini naan bread that I bought at Pete’s (garlic and coriander flavour) topped with a pacific salmon pate that I bought at Planet Organic and then topped with thinly sliced english cucumber, red onion and some capers for a total of 299 calories:

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Now here’s where my day started going wonky and off the rails.  I got into these little peanut butter cup friggers and instead of only having two, I had SIX for a reckless total of 400 calories.

And I gotta tell yas, yesterday and today I have felt totally off my game.  I have no desire to exercise and I generally feel lethargic.  I don’t like it one bit.  So I couldn’t bring myself to get an exercise session in after work even though I have just added some new additions to my “home gym” that I’m slowly starting to develop.  The Superstore had most of it’s exercise department on sale and I bought a set of hand weights (2lbs, 3lbs, 5lbs and 8 lbs), weighted resistance bands for your legs (for pilates), a skipping rope and a stepper! And they were ALL on sale. :-D  Step aerobics has always been up there with my favourite hardcore aerobic activity.  I always loved doing it and did it even when I was 300lbs.  I was excited that I found one and it was on sale for only $11.99 (down from $35)!  The only problem is that I have to take it back because the riser on it was broken, but I’ll exchange it for a new one.  So now I’m on the hunt for a good step aerobic DVD.  Anybody have any they would like to recommend?

For Supper tonight I put one of the recipes from the Eating Well magazine to the test.  It was “Warm Beet & Spinach Salad” which was such a great combination of fresh and “hearty” so it was perfect for supper.  The only thing I changed was I added some feta on top at the end and served it with a few mini chicken skewers for some added protein for about 260 calories:

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Oh and then I frigged it all up because I got into the Breyers Double Churn ice cream cups and instead of just having one, I let my “woe is me” feeling get to me and I ate THREE and then that wasn’t enough and I also had a Smart Ones Strawberry Shortcake thing too!  This added an embarrassing 470 calories onto the previous 400 in the peanut butter cups I had after lunch!  Seriously????  That’s a total of about 1750 for the day.

Here’s the weird thing…now that I’ve blogged it and tracked it, even though it was a total waste of calories and complete junk, it’s not nearly as bad as it seemed.  1750 for one day isn’t the end of the world by any means!  I feel stuffed to the brim and I suppose I can take some comfort in knowing that my version of a binge makes me top out before 2000!

19 comments:

Espressomama said...

Sounds like I may not be the only one PMSing? Just kidding! Those Peanut Butter cups are the debbil! They are as bad as my Swedish Crackberries! Pick yourself, dust yourself off, and get back in the game!

Although it is amazing how a perceived "binge" can work out to be smaller than we thought. Sounds like someone really overdid it with the moving on Sunday.

Jim said...

A 2000 calorie binge?

I would call that a "Binge Lite"!

Lex said...

Ughh feel better - there's definitely something wonky going around :(

Vanessa said...

Ohh, I hate feeling off! Hope things get better soon!

Lex said...

Heck ya I'm going to have to!
Tash invited me on Sat, but I wasn't able to show. Boo!

Feel better, girl!

questionsfordessert.com said...

Hang in there, sweetie! Isn't it weird that what seems "off" today seemed normal a few years ago? Think about how far you've come and what you've learned.

So I notice that you are doing the picture thing...me too! I've actually got a challenge going on right now...with a magazine subscription as the prize...wanna come see?

Hope tomorrow is better!

Marisa (Trim The Fat) said...

Darn those peanut butter friggers!!!! LOL!! You always crack me up!

I'd have to say that is a pretty "low cal" binge in my book! I'm sure mine was way worse the past couple of days! Definitely "wonky"! I love that word!! Let's hope tomorrow is the opposite of wonky; what would that be??? winky??? ;)

LOVE your dinner!

Jen said...

I was going to say, 1750 is a good day for me...granted I have some poundage on you, but still, that isn't bad!!!! (Even though it wasn't the best foods!)

Let me know if you hear about any good step videos, I have been on the lookout for a while!!! (Ever since I bought a step on sale at walmart ;p)

Me, Only Better said...

You are right, 1750 is not a bad amount for a "binge" day! I am sorry that you are feeling kinda blah - I hope that feeling goes away soon!

chezjulie said...

Angie, you are a champ and I totally admire you! However, as Bob would say, "Let's not sugarcoat it." :-) At your slender size and without exercising, 1750 calories is probably high for you. As we get healthier, we need to compare our actions against our new healthy lifestyle and say that eating too many sweets is not what we want to do, rather than comparing ourselves against our old unhealthy lifestyles and saying we're not doing so bad. (And I'm giving this ass kick to myself, too!) But I've seen your incredibly healthy behavior over time, so I'm sure we'll both do better tomorrow!

♥ Dee ♥ said...

I'm looking for a step aerobics dvd, too. I have a Jane Fonda Step Aerobics VHS, which is awesome, but when I have searched for a DVD format, hers isnt' available and the only one I've been able to find is some guy named Giliad or something. Hopefully someone can recommend something to us both.

Angie All The Way said...

You're all awesome and smooches to you all :-)

Chezjulie: thanks buddy, you're totally 100% right and I NEED a kick in the ass!! *mwah*

I am feeling a bit better today and methinks it's the appearance of the sun!

Bi0nicw0man said...

And THAT is exactly why I can't have those bags of treats, etc in the house. I do not stop at the recommended serving EVER.

The sun is out today! Get out a lunch for some air and a walk or something and I'll bet that totally helps knock out the funk. Winter is almost over!!

Randi said...

How's this for ya: I think you're still in calorie deficit after your binge! Wasn't your maintenance calories 1800 or so?

But I do hear ya, I sometimes think the mental part of a "binge" is worse than the damage it actually does. Just sets you up for more binges or giving up feelings and then it's hard to get back on track the next day. If you're feeling crappy remember that it's fruits and veggies that will make you feel better, not sugar and fat.

Danielle said...

Funny how much a binge has changed right? I find myself feeling bad having 1/2 a cup of fro yo some nights when I really don't need it but before I would have gotten the full fat ice cream version and eaten almost if not all of it.

chezjulie said...

Thanks for taking my comment in the spirit in which it was meant! I just think we have to be careful about reinforcing each other to rationalize overindulgence. I know those types of rationalizations helped get me here in the first place.

Have a great day!

eurydice said...

Yah definitely not that bad - although you probably feel bad because of the sugar low! At least you posted it though... that says something about showing control.

Sara said...

Can you imagine if you didn't track it? I think it goes to show that it is always good to track b/c sometimes things aren't as bad as they seem!!

1750? Definitely nothing to beat yourself up about!

Sue said...

Angie...you know what I love about you? Your honesty and laying it all out on the table. It had to be so tempting to not mention the 3rd cup of icecream!

I have always been amazed when you could stop at one piece of chocolate, or a cookie, etc. I am not good at stopping! You still rock in my book!